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alive she cried

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i dont even know why you girls bother at this point, like give it up, its me, i win you lose!... [January 25th, 2010 at 3:36pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | nicki minaj ]

whats up whats up
k so last time i updated was christmas. damn.
whatsss newwww!?
i quit pita pit, now work at jjs with mah babe.
still going to school, kicked my asssss last week but i still love it.
making friends and thats awesomee :] love my aveda bitches ha

so i heard this rumor that what comes around goes around...
messed with the wrong bitch hahaha even tho i told you not to,
fine with me, ill be laughing soon im so sure.
guess no one told you i was untouchable...

should crank out some laundry but i dont want toooo :/

justins going to be here this week :] thats exciting

got an oil change yesterday, getting new breaks sooon yesss
i need them soooo bad

i cant think of anything else to update on...
so im out !

you like balloon boy, mama you was never there... [December 26th, 2009 at 6:58pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | lil wayne ]

christmas was awesome
hung out with my babe all day

presentsss )

without you in my life id fuckin die, id die without you... [December 24th, 2009 at 5:53pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | wayneee ]

yay christmasss!
just got home from school
babes "not napping" napping.
cant wait for him to get up so we can do fun xmas stuffff.
ive been waiting for this for a hot minute.

charging my camera battery so i can take picturess :]
excited to see what bunny got me, realllly excited to see him get what i got him !
excited to see what my mom sent us. well the wrapped part anyways. babe says i have to wait to open it tho >:( ! grr lol i hate waiting.
gonna be the best xmas yet tho, i can tell.
so happy i dont have to see any snow ! hahah yess green xmassss!

dont have to go back to school til the 2nd so thats beyond amazing.
took my first test today, passed. yay. no retake for me :]
we just chilled all day today really. learned ugly marcel waves lol
glad it was a short day, i would have been pissed if i had to stay til 8pm + over an hour drive home.

i seriously cannot wait for the fun stuff to start !
time is going by too slow todayyyy! i just want christmas nowww !

im so happy to be home !
so happy i get to spend the best holiday with my bunny !
i would have been sooo sad knowing he was all alone on xmas.
and that he wasnt gonna get cool presents (actually i was gonna send him a big box if i wasnt here hah)
ilovedustinwinn. tloml. period.

its almost starting to get dark out.
that means its almost fun time.
yayy, i cant wait. im gonna explode from excitement.

well i better find something to do cause i dont think babes gonna be up for a while :(

merry christmas everyone

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yeah i know you love her but you bet not trust her... [December 15th, 2009 at 3:08pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | gucci ]

k so its been over a week since ive been home
and i loveeeee it

started school and its AMAZING.
hanging out with babe every night :]
makes me so happy
start work again sunday most likely.

ilml
!

i need to do christmas shoppingggggg also

and i need new shoes.

babes home ! yay

i wouldnt care if you was a prostitute, hit every man that you ever knew... [December 7th, 2009 at 5:42pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | waYne ]

back home :] yay

"its like all the bad went away but all the good stayed"

home with d, babes at work taking a test.
i start school thursday, have to call some lady tomorrow to tell her im here.
just been unpacking today, its going alright. need more hangers.
was going to go to the store but ive lost the motivation :/ maybe babe will go with me when he gets home.

weird being back. its almost like i never left but i also cant believe im here.

that was def the longest drive ever tho.
felt so good to get in bed with bunny.
no more sleeping alone :] yay

its so awesome, no snow on the ground. i went to pita pit in a tee shirt and had to roll the windows down because i was warm. insane to go from snow to tee shirt weather in 2 days.

i hope it doesnt take him longg.

im so incredibly bored right now.

i need to find something to do...

out

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you wanna see the proof? i just lift the floor up... [December 5th, 2009 at 9:28am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

on my way down to fl
stopped for a quick nap
be home sooon babe! :]
cannot even wait.
snow :/

sleep nowww

we got the music that you cant sit still to, and even if you dont dance... [November 30th, 2009 at 12:34am]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | 3oh3 in mah head ]

One week! 7 days! Til I'm back to my loveeeeeeeeeee. I cannot even waittttt! <3 !

and the coupe i tint very light, so them hatin bitches can see me and you at every light... [November 18th, 2009 at 3:03am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | wayne ]

i cannot sleep...


why? you may be asking...
because im wayyyyy yyyyyyyyyyy too excited to sleep!
got the besttttt newwwwssssss everrrrrrrrrr tonight!
and that news would be...

I GET TO GO HOME!
yayyy
rabbit told me tonight that i can come back to florida
and go to the best cos school everrrr
and live with him again! yayyyy

im going to die of excitement!
i cannot even wait to be home,
goodbye michigan. goodbye cold. goodbye winter, im so glad i couldnt stick around to see you.

leaving after thanksgiving. not sure exactly when.
im sooooo fucking pumpedddd!

sooo in your face to everyone who doubted it would happen,
and lollllllllll AH HA HA

all i have to do now is put in my 2 weeks at the ci
return my shit to bayshire
pack myself and jimmy up
and begin the long drive!
YESSSSSSS

i am in loveeee with dustin winn forever and always
be jealous bitches, he is once again MINE :]

yayyyy ilml!

just had to share the news
out!

she dont wanna, she dont wanna let wayne go, she just wanna wanna follow the wayne-bow... [November 12th, 2009 at 5:17am]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | wayneee ]

Long time, no update...

Been all outta wack lately. All my body wants me to do is sleep, feels like no matter how much I get I still need more. Guess I'm just worn out.

School is going okay.
Works going better than it was. Sick of a few of the people there and sick of people talking shit and telling lies. I love my job, don't get me wrong but its just pissing me off lately.

Staying up all night tonight to make sure I get myself to school. Did the same thing last thursday too. I don't know what my problem is.

No work tomorrow. Dying allyson's hair. Bethann wants me to go to a party but idk yet.

I kinda like staying home and hanging out with my babe.
Everyone thinks I sound like a crazy person when I say that. just because we're 1200 miles away doesn't mean we can't hang out. We watch tv together and webcam :) its cute. Been watching the office every night together lately. So funny.
Things are going so well, I love it. We talk all day everyday. I can't wait to go back ! He said after he gets a raise I'll most likely be able to move back. I hope so. I hate it here, need my bunny. I really wanna go soon so I can just transfer schools, my school sucks. I cannot even waitttt ! lovelovelove :) makes me the happiest girl on the planet.

Jim's being a little pain in the butt today. Very grumpy, so I went to 7-11 and got him a can of tuna to cheer him up. Now he's sleeping like a little baby :)
So happy to have him with me.

Waiting for this video to save so I can send it on its way. Its seriously taken an hour and a half and its still only at 69% done. Damn.

Downloaded new mixtapes, excited for that.

Need to get in the shower pretty quick here.
Keep forgeting my towels :/

Everyday it gets colder and colder. I hope I can get out of here before it gets too bad. My bones can't handle the cold.

Need to get back on my diet. I've gained like 10 pounds since I've been back. Gross. Bad jo.

my roots are already starting to show even tho I bleached my hair last thursday. Got some pretty nasty bleach burns :( owie.

I've had constant body aches lately. Mostly my neck/head and legs. Idk why. It sucks. Feels like I got beat up :/

I think I'm depressed. I don't want to be.

I'm gonna be so tired today, probably go to school then come home and take a nap then do allysons hair.

New call of duty came out yesterday. Maybe for the surprise? I need to get some cash together asap. I just want to take out a fucking loan but I know I won't be able to pay it back and I don't wanna fuck up my credit.
Gonna have to start stripping or something hahah

what else, hmmm...
Idk, I guess there is nothing else. At least that I can think of.

So I'm outt

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and everytime i ask her, she just say yes, she just say yes... [November 2nd, 2009 at 1:38pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | lil wayne ]

downloading mixtapes then getting in the shower and then hanging out with allyson :] yay

halloween was ridiculousss! haha um not good haha.
me and bethann both got hurt, lets leave it at that hahaha omg
i was lady gaga, then lindsay lohan then barbie.


bleached my hair thursday, doing it again this week. gonna be white blonde ! yay.
its gonna be sick as fuck, babes gonna looove it.

i have the day off today.
school and work tomorrow.
and every other day for the rest of the week.


i need to make more money. think ima apply at places in bay city.
its bad, the ci is killin me.
i love delivering, its like my favorite thing ever but its not paying the bills...


only one mixtape left to finish downloading!

i just got over being sick and now im sick again cause i shared drinks with ba and cara. dammit. idiot.

MEDICINE! yay

already planning; going to be so amazing !
:] srslysuchaswt♥

i need to get this shit on my ipod and get in the shower,
im out

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and i might like you for a minute but i dont like your friends in my business... [October 28th, 2009 at 10:15pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | lil wayne ]

In bed
School tomorrow
Like everyday
Then work(actually no work)
Like everyday.

Looking into a different option. Not down for this bullshit.
Its been real.

Chillin with jimmy :)
new mixtapes+

Halloween is saturday. I have to work and I think I'm gonna bleach my hair on my day off. Thursday? Wait shit that's tomorrow. I need to bleach it tomorrow. Just called ba and made the plan hah think ima be lady gaga. Eek. But ima wear pants ha. Leggings at least.
Need to look at pics to get more ideas.

Mm can't wait.

Need to look up shit on mrh too. Shit.

I got shit to do. I'm out.

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she was more like a ring on your left hand, tuxedo, best man, flower girl, 'posed to be ours girl.. [October 24th, 2009 at 3:27pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | wayne ]

K so
I thought I had to be to work at 5 but actually I'm supposed to be there at 4. I'm not there. Its like 410. I called. But here's why besides me being wrong about time. The fucking car is dead. And I have no cables. And so bethann is on her way to jump me. From midland. Great. There goes money.

Bad day.

I was going to update a good entry before I remembered I had to work. And now I have time so.. awesome. Not really.

Anyways. Been going to school, working. Ima be so sweet at braids. Mm yes.

Brought home a new (old)friend the other day. Jim! Yay. So happy to have my kitty back!

Miss your voice.
Felt so good to hear it.

Can't wait til I get to go to illinois. Yay.
Best vacation everrr :)

Now I'm just waiting for ba to get here to jump me. Hopefully that fixes it.

If not then its a ride back to midland. To drive my lovee :)

Idk. Karma or something. Hittin me back hard at the moment ha

I hope she hurriesss.

lol

whatever, I'm over it

out

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ill spend my winters and my springs on it, and put a ring on it... [October 16th, 2009 at 1:28pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | wayne ]

k time for a quickkkkkk update

school, work, you know
chillin, went to the club last night
made me realize that i want nothing to do with any of these boys


and on that note. IM BOUT TO KILL A BITCH!
seriously, get off it.
SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYYYY.


going to see rabbit soon, soooo fuckinggg excitedddd
mm yayyy yay yay!!!!!!!!!!!
and ill get to see deejayyyy ! so pumped.
goood loveeee

bout to take a shower and get ready for work.
not going out tonight, or any other school night anymore.
making shit too hard.

might transferr. hope so.
changed girl. thats meee.

things are in perspective again. lost it for a second there.

"i could never date a girl who wasnt as pretty as you, there arent many."
<3

showertimeeee

out

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